It’s come across my mind- i used to be a psych major so when i started to not be able to stop i quickly was calling out little things like Trichotillomania and OCD- but it just isn’t in my cards atm to go see a specialist- I have no insurance + trying to pay off all my college loans + a few hospital bills- barely making it as is with those. I’ve started to try to get into meditation but I have A.D.H.D so my attention span cuts me short. I honestly feel like im not a person anymore with all this. It’s relieving to know that other people do so. I’m afraid to really talk to anyone after i’ve been tweaking i feel so alienated by it- the red bumps that come with tweaking. I’ll even dig out a hair if it isn’t ripe yet.
o.o;;;; 